Saturday, 14 February 2009

  • my optimism has run out.

    the feeling is like cancer.

    at first, you won't notice it there. but as time continues, the disease will begin to spread throughout your body then slowly, you begin to notice the changes. you begin to feel the pain.

    my world is gradually crashing down on me.
    i can't seem to support myself any longer.

    i'm not as strong as i used to be.

Sunday, 08 February 2009

  • emancipation

    i need to stop surrendering myself to visiting the past.
    i should let go and continue looking into the future without turning back.

  • blog flashback

    I didn't care anymore. I forgot all about the materialistic side of it. I began to look deeper into the situation and I realized that all I wanted was you.

    But it's different now. Right when I finally had a grasp of something that was blissfully intact ... It had to slowly dwindle away in my hands. I can't help but continuously look down at my hands, trying to convince myself that I gripped it hard enough not to let it get away. But disappointingly, my timing was horrible.

    blogspot: august 23rd, 2008

darlene a.
bubble tea, green tea, novels, edward cullen, ryan gosling, frappaccinos, dimples, glasses, neon blue nail polish, music, cell phone, messy hair, late nights, street lights, basketball, rugby, notes, fate, dreamer, nose piercing, chocolate cheesecake, peach yogurt, korean soap operas, short, asian, laughs, cries, pissed off, head over heels, having fireflies, livejournal, facebook, myspace
ten random facts.
1.I bruise very easily 2.My favourite colour is black. (well, favourite shade) 3.I am growing my hair up to my ass, then chopping it off to give to cancer research. 4.I have a nose piercing. 5.My best feature are my dimples. 6.I got my first kiss in grade 5 after school on the last day before summer vacation in the school yard. 7.my immune system stinks. 8.When I can't sleep, I tend to stare at the glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceiling. 9.I am a wizard at text messaging. 10.I had a fish that died doing a headstand on its face.